I am Who I Am

I am adding my pic....

Maka dengan ini, saya dengan sukacitanya mengumumkan, tuanku puteri indah binti sultan abu, telah dengan rasminya menjadi tunangan orang.. ahaks.. berita hot ni.. especially to all of my friends.. kawan-kawan... sebenarnya saya tunang hari tu.. tp x ajak ramai pun.. keluarga sedara mare je... well... nnt kenduri chek hangpa datang no...

Ehehe... no english for today, as... selesa nak tulis semua2 pun dalam malay.. wahahaha... sebenarnya.. sekarang ni pukul 1.50 pagi 30 hb dah... lambat plak den post kat blog rini...

fikir-fikir balik...payah gak da jadi tunang orang ni.. well.. pempaham je la.. ehehe..

So.. saje nak gak post kat blog... sebab nak abes dah tahun 2008 nih.. tinggal satu hari je lagi.. dah masuh tahun baru hijrah dah pun... so this new year,i am going to be a different person... kerja of course la same kan..

Anyway... i love php... mmg nak sgt tahu ttg php dengan lebih dalam sedalam dalamnya.. bak lagu safura tuh... ehehe.. again and again... kawan-kawan.. jangan sellau cepat putus asa... semua rintangan hadapi... dan mesti bukan dalam angan-angan je... make it possible and make it real..

sambung balik pasal hal tunang.. nnt saya letak gamba-gamba ye.. saba ek... tu untuk new year's pic..


xde la video sgt.. saje nak share lagu ni.. Apa saja versi acoustic.... okes...dah pagi la pulak.. da x reti nak tdo dah aku nih...nape ntah... ehehe.. da jadi burung hantu balik aku ni... isk...

Why do we have to choos between two?
Why do i have to choose between those 2? why is my life full of choices...
I am just a normal person who did not know what might happened next.. Of course i am.. i am a normal human...
Things surely going complicated rather than before.. isk..... i am going nuts..

I just cant image what life could be after this... it seems that i have come to the day where i need to make a hard choice ever... i am going nuts sometimes... i always think that time can changed everything.. and time will changed everything... yups.. sometimes.. it can be true.. but for me... i just cant forget of what had happened before... and my decision had started with this evil devil feeling and mind.. i just cant get it out of my mind... i need to do something towards someone.. and definitely... kill maybe... ahaks.. thats sound unrealistic trough. what am i mumbling around in this blog?.. am i ok.. am i not?... i am always trying to hold my feelings.. and trying to think in a positive way.. however.. those positive2 thing cant win vs my negative. i just cant.. i just cant image what will happend if one day i might seeing him somewhere... am i going to be ok... however, those all experience do teach me something... and definitely... i am much stronger than before... InsyaAllah...

Ahaha... i will be a fiance of someone by the end of this year.... Alhamdulillah...

my life had become much more complicated rather than before and of course, i am not expecting that i can be fond to something as much as this...

Another song which keeps my spirit alive...

Langkah Di Persada
by Siti Nurhaliza

Satu demi satu rahsia
Hadir menyentuh rahsia
Dalam duka dalam gembira
Melangkah terusan jua


Disini... bermula
Genggam impian nyata
Disini... saatnya
Mencapai bintang
Di angkasa... bercahaya



Berliku jalan ditempuhi
Lautan di renangi
Selagi upaya berdiri
Satukan impian suci


Disini... bermula
Sinar menusuk jiwa
Disini... saatnya
Mengatur langkah
di persada... bahagia

( korus 1 )

Satu harapan dalam impian
Teguh di hati bukan khalayan
Berhias seribu kenangan
Menyulam kemesraan
Sinaran gemilang menanti
Hadir impian abadi

( solo )

Berliku jalan ditempuhi
Lautan di renangi
Selagi upaya berdiri
Satukan impian suci


Disini... bermula
Sinar menusuk jiwa
Disini... saatnya
Mengatur langkah
Di persada... bahagia

( korus 2 )

Mekar bersemi ikrar dihati
Tiada kilauan mengunci diri
Selagi bersinar mentari
Tiada gentar diuji
Sinaran gemilang menanti
Hadir impian abadi

( solo )

Disini... bermula
Genggam impian nyata
Disini... saatnya
Mencapai bintang
Di angkasa... bercahaya

( ulang korus 1 )

Disini... bermula
Sinar menusuk jiwa
Disini... saatnya
Mengatur langkah
Di persada... bahagia

( ulang korus 2 )


...:: Ind@H ::...

Sepanjang hari ini... semestinya masa aku akan terluang pada kerja dan kerja dan kerja lagi...
Tapi.. aku bersyukur ke hadtar Ilahi kerana Dia telah memberikan aku rahmatNya...

Semalam.. aku mula menulis satu cerita... dah lama sangat tak menulis... zaman sekolah-sekolah je dulu... Aku memang gemar menulis cerpen.. rasaya..

Tajuk cerpen, masih belum lagi aku tetapkan.. tapi ceritanya tentang seorang yang pelik menyukai seorang yang malang....

Tapi cerita ni memang pelik.. Aku dapat idea masa duduk sorang-sorang dalam bilik.. So .. selain suka coding.. Aku suka tulis cerpen... Dan lagi.. harap-harap.. cerpen aku kali ni boleh la aku post kat sini....

Announcement...

Satu cerpen akan release minggu depan.. nantikan kemunculannya... macam la ade yang sudi baca cerpen aku ni... uhuhu....


..:: Ind@h::..

Talk about stress, i believe that work can give us so much stress, however, there has works that distressful at all.
No words to say...


I'm STRESS....

Huhu... life had become more complicated for me.. and problems comes in a bundle...


I just cant forget the movie i watch at ASTRO.. Kayangan... its not a new movie, and i like the storyline... simple but it does make me love it..

I guest i am too stress...
HUhuhuhu...

A song that's suddenly has make me drown into it...
A SONG FOR ALL MY FRIENDS..

I MISS YOU ALL...

PEJAM MATAMU
G Nola/Siti Nurhaliza



Kau dan aku
Di waktu itu
Cuba meniti titian
Lalu tersungkur
Kita tertawa


Kini semuanya
Kenangan saja
Dan kita telah dewasa
Engkau pun berjaya
Aku di sini bhagia



Korus

Dulu engkau
keseorangan
Kerna kealpaanmu
Oh... puncanya
hilang arah tujuan


Bersama beriring
Melangkah seganding
Setiap detik kau tempuh(inya)
Dengan nafas kesungguhan
Dengar bisikku


Temanku
Genggam tanganmu
Pejam sekejap matamu
Lihatlah cahaya menunggu

Gapailah setiap cita mu
Dan kenal isi kulit mu
Kan ada hidup yang baru (2x)


Yang satu
Bermula di sini
Takkan hilang nanti
Bersatu teman abadi
Kan terus sejati
Menciptaa lagi memori

In a sudden, i love to see green and garden.. flowers and butterfly....
Hopes and dreams.. become reality....
Hopes and dreams.... become mine...
forever...

To have those dreams becomes reality, we have to strive for the best... never turn back.. and confident in making decision...

Lets your dreams turns into a beautiful garden....

Lets pray and strive for it...


@>>---- Indah

Why am i writing in this blog?


The main reason i'm creating this blog is as it was requested from our trainer to create and write a blog.

However, i find that blog can be simply a good platform for me to tell my friends anything...

I like to write.. i do hope that all my ex class of SPIKERs will continue blogging..

I miss you all....

@>>----- Indah

As 'Hari Raya' can be celebrated in one month, i would like to wish all of my friends, especially the SPIKERs@KL batch 4 , that is, Mawi, Khalil, Wan Noorainie, faiz, Burn, Wan, Zuha, Ros, Ida, Nisa, Syed,Bakar, Hisham, Rafi, Izul,Fan, Acap,daus, Shikin,Soleh, Sya, Mat,Ros, Anwar, kirin and of course, our valuable trainer, En. Naim...

I do hope that we all can gathered around somewhere. Those all memory cant be replaced and too valuable for me... Selamat Hari Raya for you all.. and please forgive me for all my wrong doing.

Selamat Hari Raya....

"Jemput la datang umah...."


..:Indah:..

I am Indah..
I am bored..
I am who i am..
I am going to miss everybody..
I am a simple person...
I am a person who like black and white...
I am sometimes lucky and few times not..
I am currently out of services..
I am blur..
I am Indah...

As time move forward, i gain a lot of knowledge especially in php. i believe, i need a lot of practices and need to explore more on php. there are lot of usage on php, and it can be applied to a lot of things, i thought that ajax can solve it but then by using php, those prob solved.

I need to learn from 'gurus' and 'masters' on php. I need to learn more. i guess, the sentence of we will feel that we know nothing when we deeply studying/learning something was true.

However, spirit for learning is important to me right now. As an example, do anybody know how to codes those font, bold, justify wording, as stated below in php? this feature always being used in blogging, friendster, myspace , forum, and so on.. This is one of things that cross my mind...

There has a lot of things that logically we miss on thinking of them.

hmm... october will come shortly..
And bye bye to september, of course..

And the most important thing is.....

Selamat Hari Raya AidilFitri...
Maaf Zahir Batin....


...::Indah::...

The best food for dieting is fiber....

Benefits of a high-fiber diet

A high-fiber diet has many benefits, which include:

• Prevents constipation. Dietary fiber increases the weight and size of your stool and softens it. A bulky stool is easier to pass, decreasing your chance of constipation. If you have loose, watery stools, fiber may also help to solidify the stool because it absorbs water and adds bulk to stool.
• Lowers your risk of digestive conditions. A high-fiber diet may lower your risk of specific disorders, such as hemorrhoids, irritable bowel syndrome and the development of small pouches in your colon (diverticular disease).
• Lowers blood cholesterol levels. Soluble fiber found in beans, oats, flaxseed and oat bran may help lower total blood cholesterol levels by lowering low-density lipoprotein, or "bad," cholesterol levels.
• Controls blood sugar levels. Fiber, particularly soluble fiber, can slow the absorption of sugar, which for people with diabetes, can help improve blood sugar levels. A high-fiber diet may also reduce the risk of developing type 2 diabetes.
• Aids in weight loss. High-fiber foods generally require more chewing time, which gives your body time to register when you're no longer hungry, so you're less likely to overeat. Also, a high-fiber diet tends to make a meal feel larger and linger longer, so you stay full for a greater amount of time. And high-fiber diets also tend to be less "energy dense," which means they have fewer calories for the same volume of food.
• Uncertain effect on colorectal cancer. Evidence that dietary fiber reduces colorectal cancer is mixed — some studies show benefit, some show nothing and even some show greater risk. If you're concerned about preventing colorectal cancer, adopt or stick with a colon cancer screening regimen. Regular testing for and removal of colon polyps can prevent colon cancer.

Motivation was divided into two types ,that is, self motivation and motivation which comes from others. Self motivation is actually has 80% influence toward us and others comes the 20% influence. I believe, self motivation can be relates to our confident level. Most of the motivated people are confident personel. Hence, to become a confident person, you must first change your self motivation rate. If its 20%, then the bright future might not be yours.

Here is some quotes that i find relevant and nice to be stamp on this blog .

"Motivating Moments strives to continually offer positive words of encouragement to help give you the self-confidence and self-esteem you need to empower, motivate and inspire yourself and others. The breath of information that others have shared will help you see that nothing is impossible at MotivateUs.com.

Believe in Yourself - Believe in Others!"

There has 3 reason... why do we always lost our motivation ,that is:

1. Lack of confidence - If you don’t believe you can succeed, what’s the point in trying?
2. Lack of focus - If you don’t know what you want, do you really want anything?
3. Lack of direction - If you don’t know what to do, how can you be motivated to do it?

Whatever things you do, do believe in yourself and put your belief in the higher state in you. you'll find the way...

"Jus" already has a little brother and had becoming a nice gud big brother.... believe me...

Alone...

Life seems so dull if you are alone....
Life seems so dark when you are alone...
(Sounds like lonely...)
But it seems so relieve if you are alone....

However...
Alone and Lonely totally are different..
Alone sometimes is better...
Lonely filled with negative...
Alone sometimes can cause us to be lonely.......
That's relate them together...

Happy times will brings happy memory...

Thursday, 17 July 2008... Memory remains...

Pictures of memoir....



Girls waving and smiling.. Hungry faces up on screen.














































100 'sate's finished.......

My own decision...
My own life...
My own regret...

My own future...
My own happiness.....

Life is full of path which cannot be determine the end course...
Those path can be thorn or sugar... can be sky or ocean for us...
Can be fun and can be fine...

Thursday, 10 July 2008, a fabulous extra hot and spicy team has gathered and regenerate their energy back in the Jaya Jusco,Wangsa Maju Shakey's Pizza. The team was called Solitare and yet has become the best team ever. The witnesses says that they saw a bunch of people walking with 'baju kurung' and smart shirt with tie entered the Shakey's with weird and confused smile on their face. They sat and ordered numerous dishes and eat them with crazy funny looked on their face.



As the Mojos entered their mouth, they can only say that Mojos is the best... The Vege and Chiken pizza were settled down less than half an hour as they do really hungry due to the tortured on their mental and physical. With plate of spaghetti bolognise on the table, and three pitcher of soft drinks, Mojos and fries, Chicken wings and two plate of Chicken Chop and of course the chicken rice, they were confirmed by the witnesses were left with fully highly spirit and rounded stomach.


The reporter once asked one of the team member, Miss Indah Abu, she said "There were time whene we need to spent time together with our teammates and do crazy fun things together. I believe we enjoy being in one team." As the group of people left the Shakey's Pizza, the whole people in their way looked with amazement and shocked. That's the true friendship.

Kemuliaan Rejab dengan malam ISRAK MIKRAJnya,
Sya'aban dengan malam NISFUnya
Ramadhan dengan LAILATUL-QADARnya.
Malam awal Rejab mustajab do'anya.(Dalam Kitab Raudhoh Imam Nawawi)


* Puasa sehari pada bulan Rejab mendapat syurga tertinggi (Firdaus).
* Puasa dua hari dilipatgandakan pahalanya.
* Puasa tiga hari pada bulan Rejab d! ijadikan parit yang panjang, yang menghalangkan dia keneraka (panjangnya setahun perjalanan).
* Puasa empat hari pada bulan Rejab diafiatkan daripada bala dan daripada penyakit yang besar-besar dan daripada fitnah Dajal di hari kiamat.
*Puasa lima hari pada bulan Rejab, aman daripada azab kubur.
* Puasa enam hari pada bulan Rejab, keluar kubur bercahaya muka.
* Puasa tujuh hari pada bulan Rejab, ditutup daripada tujuh pintu neraka.
* Puasa lapan hari pada bulan Rejab, dibuka baginya lapan pintu syurga.
* Puasa sembilan hari pada bulan Rejab keluar dari kuburnya lalu, MENGUCAP DUA KALIMAH SHAHADAH tidak ditolak dia masuk syurga.
* Puasa 10 hari pada bulan Rejab Allah jadikan baginya hamparan perhentian di Titi Sirotolmustaqim pada tiap-tiap satu batu di hari kiamat.
* Puasa 16 belas hari pada bulan Rejab akan dapat melihat wajah Allah di dalam syurga dan orang yang pertama menziarahi Allah di dalam syurga.
* Puasa 19 belas hari pada bulan Rejab, dibina baginya sebuah mahligai di hadapan mahligai Nabi Allah Ibrahim a.s dan Nabi Allah Adam a.s.
* Puasa 20 hari pada bulan Rejab, diampunkan segala dosanya yang telah lalu. Maka mulailah beramal barang yang tinggi daripada umurnya (pembaharuan umur).

Eragon...

Its a story based on a book entitled Eragon by Christopher Paolini. It is a story of a farm boy who loves hunting becoming a Dragon Rider which has been a legend for more than 100 years. Start with the moment of he owing the legendary blue egg and end at the war.

Lens flare


At the red box that i marked on this pic, the camera lense effect due to the sun shine has been implemented on this movie. This effect shows that it was unrealistic especially when its was on princess Arya.



I can understand the purpose, just it is not at the right place.


Besides.. this movie failed to meet my expectation as it is almost looks like LOTR. However, the movie can be said beautifully planned and created especially for the sceneries and the villages.
In this movie scene, it consists of a sequence of screen shots and as the shots were made from a different perspective, they can be said joined together perfectly. The joining together of the individual shots to make a particular scene is accomplished through transitions.






This screen shot show the screen shot were such as taken from many camera for every different time. And then, of all the shot were joined together to make it looks like stopping the time.












From this screen shot, the beautiful village can be seen. They used perspective for the camera angle. By focusing on at the back or at the upper shot.





Extreme long shot

This screen shot shows the camera techniques of extreme long shot. The snapshot came from the eye of Durza point of view where he can see the village on fire.




There has another usage of motion vision that captured my eye, that is, when Eragon riding his dragon, Saphira.



Force perspective

On of the cinematographic techniques used is force perspective where it is a technique that employs optical illusion to make an object appear farther, closer, larger or smaller than it actually is. It is used primarily in photography , film making and architecture. It manipulates manipulates human vision through the use of scaled objects and the correlation between them and the vantage point of the spectator or camera.







Depth of field effects

Real cameras have a depth of field, i.e., only part of the image is in focus at anyone time. The depth of field is a function of the lens length with short lenses (wide-angle) having a large depth of field and telephoto lenses have a small depth of field. This effect can be seen as the camera only focusing one object in a time and making the shot blur for the background.

This picture as an example .

What Indah Means

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

Today is hot..
Today is dull..

hot and dull..
humble and shy....

Today i'm bored..

Today i'm hungry and sleepy...

All those end-y words.. were all for today...

The newest word i learn is 'poacher' which i got from a movie --> Eragon.

Today.. i'm wearing black and white 'baju kurung'... it is actually one of my favorite 'baju kurung'...
White sometimes to simple to be seen.. however.. it is nice to be in white.. so i gues.. i will make a new white 'baju kurung' for my convocation <-- am i spell it right? ...

Black tudung... white baju kurung...

Time goes by....

3 weeks times... is seems to be so fast.. for sure that time doesn't even wait for a single second... even once... today.. i found new word.. is not really new.. it is just i am the one who doesn't know the meaning... its hasten comes from hasty.. i think.. and hashing... i should write a long written blog... i guess..

When it comes to Sunday.. the feeling of not letting go of Saturday has come.. I want everyday to be Saturday.. but.. does that means i don't want to work? ahaha.. maybe.. I guess, maybe i am feel good enough as a student and the feeling of being a student does effect me after all.

Sunday.. its ok to have Sunday.. But today... i am happy because i can have my breakfast in my home and cooked by myself... It's really remind me to my home.. my hometown.. my dad.. my mother.. and of course.. my cute little cat.. Jus...


I am planning to write a lot in this blog so that i can improve my English.. That's why, today.. i'm here.. in cc... just to make sure that at least i'm writing.. or bumbling something...

Lets start with the English book i read... The title is Johny Angle... Its actually a sad + happy story.. as Johny is a very good boy but died in 17 years old. His mom and dad had great impact on losing him as he is so nice and so good.. and of course.. so handsome..(as what the book said..)
Ans his girlfriend also beautiful and good. After he die of an accident.. he become an angle and help his mother.. what type of help.. that is what i do not now as i didnt continue reading it yet.. i'm not finish reading it yet .. so i guess that will be the next log topic...


Aha..I'm blur... right now.. i am confused of myself... What is happening to me actually...

Today.... Sunday's Blog....


Happy Mothers Day.....

August 24th - September 2nd = Brown

BROWN

You are active and sportive. It's hard for other people to get close to you, but you fall in love easily. But once you find you can't get something, you give up and let go easily as well.

AUGUST:

outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an "everything's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. Stubborn. Curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter.

August

Gladiolas or Poppy

Orange, Red and Light Green

Strength of Character; Sincerity; Generosity; Natural Grace / Eternal Sleep; Imagination; Oblivion

Aha.. the time is chasing me away.. i miss my pc at home.. since i had already collected a lot of anime series.. especially gundam.. uhuu..

I miss my pc so much..

May be i should go back home so and all of those things here..

Life seems not easy for me.. Does anybody understand the feel of grateful or the feel of clueless.. it seems i am blur in my way to the top.. or maybe the road is too wide. thus, it makes me lost in my own way?..

what does this ambition means when there is nobody to be share with..

life might seems frustrated.. but i believe someday, somewhere there might be light..

or.. is the light had started shining on my way?..