I am Who I Am

I am adding my pic....

Maka dengan ini, saya dengan sukacitanya mengumumkan, tuanku puteri indah binti sultan abu, telah dengan rasminya menjadi tunangan orang.. ahaks.. berita hot ni.. especially to all of my friends.. kawan-kawan... sebenarnya saya tunang hari tu.. tp x ajak ramai pun.. keluarga sedara mare je... well... nnt kenduri chek hangpa datang no...

Ehehe... no english for today, as... selesa nak tulis semua2 pun dalam malay.. wahahaha... sebenarnya.. sekarang ni pukul 1.50 pagi 30 hb dah... lambat plak den post kat blog rini...

fikir-fikir balik...payah gak da jadi tunang orang ni.. well.. pempaham je la.. ehehe..

So.. saje nak gak post kat blog... sebab nak abes dah tahun 2008 nih.. tinggal satu hari je lagi.. dah masuh tahun baru hijrah dah pun... so this new year,i am going to be a different person... kerja of course la same kan..

Anyway... i love php... mmg nak sgt tahu ttg php dengan lebih dalam sedalam dalamnya.. bak lagu safura tuh... ehehe.. again and again... kawan-kawan.. jangan sellau cepat putus asa... semua rintangan hadapi... dan mesti bukan dalam angan-angan je... make it possible and make it real..

sambung balik pasal hal tunang.. nnt saya letak gamba-gamba ye.. saba ek... tu untuk new year's pic..


xde la video sgt.. saje nak share lagu ni.. Apa saja versi acoustic.... okes...dah pagi la pulak.. da x reti nak tdo dah aku nih...nape ntah... ehehe.. da jadi burung hantu balik aku ni... isk...

Why do we have to choos between two?
Why do i have to choose between those 2? why is my life full of choices...
I am just a normal person who did not know what might happened next.. Of course i am.. i am a normal human...
Things surely going complicated rather than before.. isk..... i am going nuts..

I just cant image what life could be after this... it seems that i have come to the day where i need to make a hard choice ever... i am going nuts sometimes... i always think that time can changed everything.. and time will changed everything... yups.. sometimes.. it can be true.. but for me... i just cant forget of what had happened before... and my decision had started with this evil devil feeling and mind.. i just cant get it out of my mind... i need to do something towards someone.. and definitely... kill maybe... ahaks.. thats sound unrealistic trough. what am i mumbling around in this blog?.. am i ok.. am i not?... i am always trying to hold my feelings.. and trying to think in a positive way.. however.. those positive2 thing cant win vs my negative. i just cant.. i just cant image what will happend if one day i might seeing him somewhere... am i going to be ok... however, those all experience do teach me something... and definitely... i am much stronger than before... InsyaAllah...

Ahaha... i will be a fiance of someone by the end of this year.... Alhamdulillah...

my life had become much more complicated rather than before and of course, i am not expecting that i can be fond to something as much as this...